after yet again breaking my car some more i feel like i have the most serious case of human stupidity ever. I really just want to skip all this learning and all this chaning and all this stupidness and go straight to the way God sees me. Why can't i fast forward the growing and just stand before God and have him say "you are just how i always imgained"?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kZG1en6IZZY&mode=related&search=

[i was going to be fancy and put in a link, but i'm too silly :P]